January 2011
those fake smiles , make them the past .
this morning , mum drove me to school . and dropped me at the bank , then i went called ilyana to inform her , i’ll be meeting her :) then i waited downstairs her blk . i thought she left already , so i went up to 10th flr , and tried looking for her shoes , but cannot find :( then i went down , roam about , and went up to her flr , and , stood outside for more than 5 mins , then i went down...
spotting humans in school .
SCHOOL HAS STARTED .
SUCK , not that the school suck , but the travelling time is really long , and because of that , i cant meet her enough .
i dont know if it’s me or what . but she just dont seem like she want to meet , or even talk to me . so obviously i asked her that question , and why didnt she reply me straight away ?
im right , i know im right .
...
How can i not doubt ?
there’s so many things that prove me right .
who says you’re not pretty, cute, tidy, mature ?
who gave you the rights to judge yourself like that ?
sometimes, i think , do you push me away because im not worth to you ?
who says i want a pretty , cute , tidy and mature girlfriend ?
i dont want , i just want you :)
yay ! i just cut my fringe . it was actually alright , but then i thought it was abit too long , so i went to cut it more , and it became abit too short .
but oh wells , if i change my parting , it’s alright :)
happy :)
i just dont know how to make you understand me . even if you call me a weirdo , it’s not that i dont care , it’s that i cant do anything about it . hell, yea .
Never ask a person "Are you okay?" while they're...
“YOU GREETED ME HI , I DIDNT REPLY . YOU GAVE ME A SWEET SMILE , I RESPONDED WITH...”
“LOTS OF THINGS GO UNQUESTIONED , LOTS OF THINGS GO UNANSWERED , FEW WORDS GO...”
“THERE IS NIGHT SO WE CAN APPRECIATE DAY , SORROW SO WE CAN APPRECIATE JOY , EVIL...”
“THERE ARE 12 MONTHS A YEAR , 30 DAYS A MONTH , 7 DAYS A WEEK , 24 HOURS A DAY ,...”
